February 14, 2022 I tell you, these Pastors will get me into trouble, yes. Sometimes they are so fired up you just want to get up and move to what Yahweh has promised or said that you would be doing. But this time I held my peace because the last time I was reminded …
February 2, 2022 I miss baking. I haven’t really felt inspired to bake though I have a recipes playlist with stuff I haven’t tried. I think I will bake something this weekend. Saw a recipe for a polish cake that looks interesting. I did not go to work today. Definitely what I call a mental …
January 20, 2022 Thank you Yahweh for a new day and for waking me up. For giving me another opportunity to get it right and to spend time with you. How are you? Thank you for being pleased, you make me smile. I was legit tired yesterday. Not even sure why I felt so tired (I …
It still amazes me how much better I actually feel overall. Yes there are times when other emotions reign (as they should) but overall I do feel better. I feel good. I am thankful, Yahweh, for your continued guidance and for your love. I do recognize now that I need to be intentional. That …
Yahweh, I’ve decided to be intentional. In worship. And learning. I know I may not always feel like it but it’s not just about my feelings. You still fight for us but you don’t force us. We have to choose to spend time with you. We have to choose.
Had a dizzy spell with nausea. Never had that before. I am sad. And I know that I have to really heal. Yahweh at times I do feel like I’m always rejected or not chosen. But I know that, that’s not the truth. I may not be for everyone, but I am hopefully for someone. …
Today and probably tomorrow, I will take the time. To mourn what we had because it was great while it lasted. He was caring, funny, supportive and in many ways he still is. He just does not make the time. I miss exploring, I miss the moments we shared. I miss us and I know …
