February 10,2022 This morning was a quiet one. Actually completed typing and editing “Prelude.” But then I had a wonderful reminder of how short staffed we are at work. Yahweh, I pray that we have help soon (sooner than later) though. Sigh. I know. Everything in its approved time. Thank you for your strength …
I don’t think Brandon will pull past today. I kind of expected him to go last night. Mom keeps trying to get me to put him to sleep and I usually have no problems doing that. But he’s old, not sick and I prefer that he died at home with folks that he loves and …
There is another door. God is a God of resurrection. As with Lazarus, when he allowed him to die it wasn’t about healing him but about Resurrection. Changing me, so that when the situation is changed I can deal with it. I am thankful this evening. There is progress. Today I didn’t have as many …
Today I finished shredding all the old paper journals. I cry a lot about loneliness in all of them. I’ve even asked Yahweh to take away the desire for a partner from me. Also the desire for a child. I’ve definitely mourned not having a child and I truly don’t want one at this age. …
Relief is not freedom. Trust in God is freedom. Learn to get from God what you get from Pharaoh. Thank you for your message: I won’t quit on you. Embrace the solitude. I am enough. I am not entertaining anything serious with anyone. I just want to have fun. Casual dating, casual conversation. Not getting …
Acknowledge and process my emotions. Acknowledge the mistake out loud. Think of it as a learning experience. Put the process on hold if needed. Have a conversation with my inner critic. Notice when I’m being self-critical. Quiet the negative thoughts of the critic (write it down then write a compassionate response). Be clear about what …
God would rather have me go through a period of frustration, than have me build on the wrong foundation. 2 Corinthians 1: 3-5 – Praise the Lord and father of our Lord Jesus Christ! He is the father who is compassionate and the God who gives comfort. He comforts us when we suffer. Thank you …
I pray that when the time is right, I will remember what was revealed this morning (and I truly pray that it wasn’t wishful thinking). Yahweh, prepare me to be your sanctuary Funny story, which makes me wonder if I heard right. But I got to let go and trust God anyhow. The date …
Had a dizzy spell with nausea. Never had that before. I am sad. And I know that I have to really heal. Yahweh at times I do feel like I’m always rejected or not chosen. But I know that, that’s not the truth. I may not be for everyone, but I am hopefully for someone. …
