February 18, 2023
12:12 pm : in my bed. Lol.
Today I rested. Actual physical rest. I also started writing in the promises journal the answered prayers and promises from the past year. It was amazing being reminded of Yahweh’s moves in my life and in the lives of others. I’m in the mood to bake something, but Dad baked tarts and drops. And I actually want to bake cake to give out for my birthday. Since last year I wanted to do stuff for others on my birthday. I think making cake would be good. For those at work and also the prayer group.
That’s about 40 slices of three layer cake. Fun!!
4:22 pm : parked up overlooking the village
I think I’ve found a new spot to hang out. It’s quiet but close to home. Confession: while I know it’s part of the process, but AY feels like a complete failure under my leadership over the past year. I know it isn’t mostly me that cause the breakdown, but it sure feels like it. I’m still trying to fight up with it, but it’s a fight. I like this spot.
So I have a predicament. How do I meet a guy? There aren’t a lot of social gatherings. I do visit other churches (still waiting on that to work out). So Yahweh, I need help. Direction. What to do.
5:38 pm : still in my car
You’re funny you know right? How is it that the spot I choose to park up I see my Dad walking past to meet some folks? So will wait for him when they are finished.
8:24 pm
What am I thankful for?
- A cancelled AY.
- A quiet evening.
- Promises and Prayers
- Moving on.
Thank you for today. For your grace. I love you.
