February 19, 2023
2:42 am : at my desk
Good Morning Yahweh. I was listening to music, but it doesn’t feel like that I should be doing. I am here. What will you have me to do?
Am I wrong in the way I teach/mentor? Or am I right? And it may not even be that black or white thinking about it. You are the ultimate teacher, please teach me what I ought to know. Help me to walk in your will and to trust you in everything.
Confession: I don’t always know what to pray for/about, but I always want to talk with you. Yahweh, I pray for this community. Strengthen us in you. Help us to walk in your will, that they/we will honour you and live for you.
My brother commented that I have not yet made it to his home – their new place. Yahweh, help me to overcome this isolation. Sigh. Help me with these issues. I am not owning them or claiming them. But I will say this, I am tired of being the one that makes the effort to reach out.
Yahweh, remember Wade. Strengthen him in you. Restore his body to health. To live for you and to work for you. Let his light shine so that others can see you.
Today, Yahweh is yours. To do your will. Teach me Yahweh. Thank you for being the greatest teacher and mentor. I love you.
Confession:
It is bothering me. Most of the communication originates from me. Yahweh, this is my prayer. I desire a relationship, a marriage, a friendship where we both make the effort. Where we both seek to maintain communication. I cannot live my life where I am always the one reaching out. Please don’t let that be my whole life, I’ll die inside and I don’t want to do that. Please and thank you.
