January 17, 2023
7:38 am – Still in my BedÂ
To be fair, I woke up just before six because the chickens were making so much noise that I had to check it. Only to realise that Mom and Dad were catching chickens to take to the butcher. Then spoke with Vie, then had breakfast because I had been up and now I am back in bed. Because my bed is one of my places I love talking with you. Here and the car. I am thankful for life and for the reminders that I am not my insecurities. Those are things that I can and will overcome. And though there are some things that require compromise in a relationship, my principles and beliefs are not things that should be. And I’m reminding myself because in our desire to be in a relationship we lose sight of who we are in you. Yahweh, help me to choose wisely. To understand when I must stand still and when to move. To know when it’s time to walk away. I don’t like hurting others and at times can make me draw back from certain one on one confrontations. It’s interesting: someone is being ill treated by a group or something, I will come out swinging. A friend doing something that bothers me? I would take my time and analyse and all sorts of things before speaking. Because I don’t want confrontation. But yet you’ve made me a challenger. You have some interesting methods you know.
Help me to move the way you desire. Yahweh, I pray for the Alleyne family. That they would honour you in their words and their thoughts. That their lives would be so wrapped up in you. We need families that desire to honour you. Keep them in you.
Remember Miya. She is struggling. My heart is also breaking for her. I don’t know what you require me to do other than choosing you, but I do know that intentional sin shouldn’t be a part of our lives. And she is torn. Yahweh, I pray that she will see what you require of her and do it. I pray also for Trey, that he would choose you heart, body and soul. A couple that is set on a hill cannot be hid. And we are to shine our light for you. I pray that they shine for you. That they choose to trust you. It is no easy. It is not easy. But because of you, it is totally worth it.
Thank you Yahweh for your promises. Your miracles. Hearing some of the stories last night made me smile in anticipation because I know that you are working miracles and I am waiting on you for all of them. Let your will be done. Amen. I love you.
