June 22, 2022
I made it home in one piece. I am definitely sleeping early tonight. Today, I’m ambiguous. I don’t know what I feel about today. It was productive. Hurray for that. It was tiring. Hurray for that too. I am alive. Hurray for that.
Yahweh, I’ll be quiet. I love you.
TODAY’S THANKFUL TALLY
- Being out in the field. In both the rain and the sun.
- Cost of flour has gone up. Totally faking this one. Sigh. because why would I want flour prices to rise?
- You’re holding me right now.
- Acts 10-14
Clearly I wasn’t completely quiet for long. But one thing I will never be silent on are my reasons to be thankful. If I tried to list all of them everyday, my hands would fall off. And I kinda like my hands. But I have to give thanks everyday.
Thank you for your love. Thank you for the tears that I have shed. Honestly right now, I’m feeling weepy. It could be the tiredness, it could be something more.
Yahweh, remember your church. I’m saddened by the chains that the leaders are making. But I also have no problems being corrected if I’m wrong. So Yahweh correct me. Help the leaders in the church to make their choices based on you and not of their personal preferences. I am so tired of the in-fighting. I know that every church has issues (and I promise you that these issues aren’t caused by me, I don’t think), but it seems to be getting worse. Help us Yahweh. Help us to walk in your will. Not in that of people, but your will. I pray for your spirit to reign in our lives. Heal us by your spirit. In Jesus’ name. Amen.
5. Healing for the church. Happy dance.
