December 26, 2022
I always hide my tears from everyone. There are four people who have seen me cry in the past five years. And only one of them has ever seen me cry more than once. I hide my tears. Because none of my friends or family understands. I don’t try to explain anymore. I still cry, but no one sees now except Yahweh. I am thankful that you understand. I am thankful that you hold my tears in a bottle.
I don’t know the time of this season, but I pray for the grace to learn and grow in this season. I pray for your strength to rejoice in this season. You are a good father and I will trust you that even though the tears fall, you know every one. Strengthen me Yahweh as only you can.
TODAY’S THANKFUL TALLY
- Yahweh sees my tears. He understands why I cry and he’s not mad that I do.
- I made cheese puffs today and sold them. Granted it wasn’t for a huge profit (if any at all), but it as nice.
- Needing to get back on the grind. I’ve been so focused on the journals that I’ve neglected the blog. But I was typing today. Will also be typing tomorrow and posting on Wednesday.
- I got a hi. So many times I wonder why do I have to be the one to reach out to others. Today, someone reached out to me. So very thankful. I’m heading to bed now. Thank you for today. Thank you for your everlasting love and grace.
