February 17, 2023
3:40 pm : at home, at my desk.
I was listening to a sermon and the question was asked, how slow are we willing to grow in order to resemble Jesus? And I had to surrender (again) my perceived timelines and expectations. I expect that what he said he will do, he will do. I don’t know when to expect it. But what struck me was the very practical example of someone trying too hard and fast and what can happen. A new hire to another division spoke to my boss asking for our equipment because they have stuff to do and we don’t know how to use it.
First up, it was rude. Second up, they do not have the “power” to make that request. They have neither the rank nor the relationship. But so many times we often think that we’ve stepped in so all that we ask for must be handed to us. And I am so not explaining the image right. Yahweh anointed David to be king. But it took years to actually step into the authority. Along the way he built relationships that served to strengthen his position later on when he did become king. What would have happened if he had gone into the palace and started giving order moments after his anointing? Chances are he would have been kicked out, locked up, ridiculed, ostracised. But he took the time and learnt along the way. Some of us (myself included) need to remember that.
7:40 pm : in my bed, yes at 7:40pm
Thank you for today. Every day that I’ve made it through I will give thanks. Thank you for your grace. Help me not to hold one’s actions against them. Though not gonna lie, it bothers me. What was done today, but I don’t want to hold it against her. Help me to move on.
Yahweh, I pray for Wade. Touch him and restore him in you. It’s not easy but you’re God and nothing is hard for you. Heal his body. For your glory. This is my prayer in your precious name.
I took the contractor I hope to use up to the lands today. He asked what my timeline was. I said I would love to build yesterday but I need to know what I am working towards. I did not say that I am still awaiting the resources for this build. Yahweh, I pray for your provision. Truthfully, I am thankful for your provision. Your promises. However, they are fulfilled. Thank you for a place set apart. Thank you.
What am I thankful for today?
- The contractor visiting the site and commenting on the million dollar views.
- Started making the Prayers and Promises Journal.
- Was able to replace the cloth.
- It’s Friday and there is no official work on Monday and Tuesday.
