December 1, 2022 I feel monumentally lonely. And part of me feels bad for feeling this way because you are here, but I do. I feel lonely. So many people say that “You must surrender this desire to God and only then will he provide.” And truth is, I totally believe the first part, …
December 1, 2022 No lie, it hurt. Sometimes I feel it would be so much easier to just lock away my heart. But I can’t do that anymore. So many memories today. So many hopes surfaced. I can’t do anything of myself for any of them. I’m trusting you Yahweh. Because this pain can’t …
December 1, 2022 Singing This world is not my home. I’m just a passing through. My treasures are laid up, somewhere beyond the blue. I got up singing a song, but then this started playing. I think my mother is awake and can’t sleep. Good Morning Yahweh. Thank you for a brand new …
November 30, 2022 My days dese days are passing in a blur! It is now the last day of November! Between work, garage for Mom’s car, book drop (Finally! Finally!! The books were donated!) I felt like I was going all day. Right now, there is a chocolate fudge cake in the oven for …
November 30, 2022 Yahweh, I think you’re trying to tell me something: to wait. I do not know if this refers to one or all of your promises, but I do know that you know best. You are God. You are a great God and I am thankful for the waiting. I may not …
November 28, 2022 When you realise that it’s not as easy as it looks. Started teaching Miya to bind the books, the first attempt had some issues so had to take out the binding to try again. It was interesting, I need to work on my teaching skills. Yahweh, thank you for today! Happy …
November 28, 2022 Yahweh. The intent is to attempt to make me look bad, but no weapon will prosper. Yahweh, I come against all attempts of the devil to tarnish my name. It is condemned. I pray that the officer will be moved and a new officer who is willing to work be sent. …
November 28, 2022 “The more things change, the more they stay the same.” Good Morning Yahweh. The truth is, this thought came to mind. I thought back to a year ago when I was struggling to believe. When I would talk to you from the comfort of my bed. It became our place. I …
November 27, 2022 You truly always do it. You remind me to keep my faith and trust in you. Here I am literally asking the questions: When will I get the answer, the miracles you promised? Not that I’m not overly thankful for the “sufficient,” but it’s really hard. Is there something that you …
November 27, 2022 The end is insight!! Happy dance!! Finished two skits and a funeral programme. Going to bind two books now and fold paper. Thank you Yahweh for the gifts you’ve given me. I pray that as we move forward that Miya would also embrace who she is in you fully. That she …
