January 6, 2022 CONFESSION: I don’t think I’m envious, but I truly don’t want to know random details about others pending nuptials. Especially since it’s people I don’t even know at all! I do wish them all the best, but it still hurts, you know? I do believe and trust in the fulfillment of your …
January 6, 2022 Thank you for today. Yahweh I’m not gonna take on the issues in the office but we do need your intervention because things are just going from bad to worse. I don’t know if there is a personal issue that is translating to the horrible work ethic, but I pray for …
January 4, 2022 COMMUNITY Yahweh, you are a God of community. having particular characteristics in common. You live in community and desire the same for us. I lift up this local community before you. The only thing we probably have in common is our village name, but you’ve put us all here. I pray that …
January 1, 2022 Yahweh I made it to the mountain top. Started the prayer and fast to continue growing with You. I want to walk with You every day. I have no idea how that is accomplished, but I will focus on today. It’s 6:23, It’s already so dark I cannot see without a …
Woke up at 4:00 this morning. Brandon (my dog) did not eat yesterday, even with warm chicken and rice. This morning he’d barely moved from his spot. Sigh. I got up and started writing because I was catastrophizing. It still hurts at times, but I’m choosing to believe in Yahweh and his promises for me …
You know what I am still amazed at? What we have been taught as Christians. We have been taught that we have to always be “happy.” We must not complain. Never show a face that things are not okay. BUT!! When we read the scriptures we see people sharing their emotions. You see people of …
Today I finished shredding all the old paper journals. I cry a lot about loneliness in all of them. I’ve even asked Yahweh to take away the desire for a partner from me. Also the desire for a child. I’ve definitely mourned not having a child and I truly don’t want one at this age. …
