March 3, 2024 3:46 am : sitting at my desk at home Yahweh. Holy is your name. You are good. You are merciful and I’m still struggling. Why? And why am I bringing this up now? It was my intent to sing and praise you (still will and am) using music on YouTube as …
February 8, 2022 Yahweh, I don’t know what is going on. Why am I crying? Today, this evening, something keeps happening whenever I edit or in this case type the journal. I just started crying and I’m not sure why. Sigh. There’s a part of me that needs this month to be over. And …
January 30, 2022 The truth is, when your body is healing from any type of injury or illness, it takes a toll. I managed to complete the hike yesterday. Today? I feel like a bite up shilling. And I’m basically just packed away groceries and interlocked the back of my hair because it kept …
January 14, 2022 The truth is at this moment? I am sad. I don’t want to be. I do understand why things happened the way they do. I’m tempted to slap a smile on my face and move on, but that is part of what caused my previous disconnect: trying to pretend that I was …
January 9, 2022 I guess I really have changed!! Yayyy!! So I didn’t do any bible study at midday time. I was reading. Did a couple things around the house. Jumped around (i.e. exercise). Started listening to some gospel music, but still felt unsettled. So here I am. I’m going to listen to a …
January 7, 2022 You really have been confirming and confirming every step I take. Every commitment I make. Thank you. It’s true. When we seek you, we will find you. Thank you for speaking to me. For helping me to become a different person. And your promise to always be there at this stage …
January 3, 2022 So did you know that I could do this? It’s not affecting me as negatively as I thought. Unfortunately, the word easy was in my thoughts, but it’s more of it being unexpected that my body adapted. I am still definitely hungry, but it’s easier to ignore the hunger. That’s it!! It’s …
January 1, 2022 You are enough. And I slept for all of 2 hours. So I’m up. I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength. STRENGTH for Today – JEHOVAH MA’UZZI PROVISION for Today – JEHOVAH JIREH HEALING for Today – JEHOVAH RAPHA HOPE for Tomorrow – YAHWEH. I AM who …
