September 29, 2022
I think that there is a spirit of indecisiveness and as I’m writing this, I realise/confirm that there is. Where some people cannot make a decision to save their life and they then cannot choose God because they are always vacillating between whatever options that are before them.
1 Corinthians 10:21 – You cannot drink the Lord’s cup and the cup of demons. You cannot participate at the table of the Lord and at the table of demons.
TODAY’S THANKFUL TALLY
- Your Favour. Yahweh, thank you. Thank you for your grace.
- Psalm 5:12 – You bless righteous people, O Lord. Like a large shield, you surround them with your favor.
- Your provision. Oh the stories I’ll tell. I am telling.
- Day Eighteen. Is it bad that I have to look back at the day before to know the number?
- Discussion on Urban Planning. Awesome sauce.
Soooo. I am so thankful right now. And when I say I am trusting Yahweh, I’m trusting you. You said I cannot save myself with my own strength. And I can’t. I have to fix my focus on you.
But at this moment I just want to thank you for the way you moved. There is still a small part of me that thinks that I have to pay for whatever I need. It’s funny because I do things all the time for others and refuse payments even when offered. Yahweh, help me to accept the help offered with a grateful heart. Thank you for your moving.
The Story
A mechanic from church checked out my vehicle and indicated that what needed to be done will cost about $3000. Which considering where I had to restrain my mind from going, it isn’t bad. Costly but not bad. Yesterday as we were out, the battery light came on on Mom’s vehicle and as we were in the vicinity of my usual mechanic we decided to check the battery. It was charging fine.
The owner of the business asked where my vehicle was and I stated that it was parked up at home because it has some issues, but the resources weren’t available yet to fix it. He said to bring the vehicle and he will check it. One of the problems I was having is with the transmission. Today I took the vehicle to him. He drove it and noticed the issue. Turns out the output sensor was malfunctioning so the gears weren’t changing as they should. He changed the sensor without any cost to me. No cost whatsoever. I am so thankful. I am beyond grateful. During this period, I’ve been giving away what I can foodwise. Most people can be sceptical about cooked food, so would give fruits. Before he had fixed it (or even knew that he would fix it without cost), I had said that I would carry passion fruit for him (that’s the fruit we currently have). So by Monday, we should have an abundance again and I’m going to carry it for him. It’s a small token, but I am truly grateful. Yahweh, thankyou. Thank you for your provision and favour. I love you.
Yahweh, thank you. Thank you and thank you. I’m going to sleep now. Guard my thoughts, protect me. In your name. Amen.
