November 10, 2022
Sometimes my heart gets lonely. The “powers that be” usually say that we’re not supposed to be lonely because you are here. But a pastor pointed out something: In the garden of Eden, you said (lol), it’s not good for man to be alone and at that moment, you were actually there. There is the built in desire for a different type of companionship than what we get with you.
I am supremely thankful for my time with you. I also wish that I wasn’t alone in the natural. It’s not necessarily easy doing life alone. And for so many years of my life I was doing life alone and I kinda still am. Thank you for the friends that you have provided. I pray that they will grow closer to you and that we will also be closer and be that support.
Yahweh, I pray for Angie. Her phone. Serious issues. Please restore or replace. I also pray for the upcoming nuptials. That you will be in the midst. You will be at the centre. Bless them Yahweh. I pray that they invite Steph because it would be so bad if they didn’t.
Yahweh, thank you for being my strength. For holding me. Especially when there is no one else to hold me. I am tired of being alone. Of no conversations. Little conversation except with you. I do love our conversations ehhhh. But you also know what I need. Keep me Yahweh until you provide my counterpart. Strengthen me in you. This is my prayer in the name of Jesus. Amen.
TODAY’S THANKFUL TALLY
- Finished Steph’s planner. All packaged to go!
- Feeling lonely. In need of a hug.
- Working with a supplier for materials.
- A barrel of cards!