March 18, 2022
CONFESSION: I’m not sure how I feel. HR is asking for officers with complaints regarding the officer who is horrible at her work to write. Also for customers to write their complaints. This would allow them to deal with the staff member. But I’m not inclined to start this complaint process. I’ve had to do it for another officer and it was just not a pleasant experience. Yahweh, help. I need guidance. What do I do? I’m truly not sure if I want to spearhead such a venture.
So “they” have said when you get locs, at about the seven to nine month mark, there is major shrinkage as the hair locked up. They weren’t lying. Last year after starting my locs, my hair was 8 inches in front and 9 inches in the back. Today? My hair is 5 inches in the front and 4 in the back. Talk about shrinkage. It is real.
Sigh. Double sigh. Triple sigh. I’m upset. Trying not to be but I am and I need to deal with these emotions. Deal is probably not the right word, but just got a message stating things that I am supposed to do tomorrow. I had indicated previously several times that I would not be able to not for this date. Why is my name there? Why do we have to do this? I’m not into the drama and honestly I am not inclined to even be there at the programme. Wasn’t intending to before, worse yet now.
I’ve got to say – journalling really does help to address my emotions instead of bottling it up. It’s like talking it out with someone but not. I also tend to swing between journaling and talking with Yahweh: probably because he sees all and hears all, so he definitely read what I wrote. Lol.
FYI – RDLs does seriously work certain body parts. I strangely enough like them. I does feel it, but I like them. And tell me how the trainer working out hardcore for at least 2 hours and barely break a sweat? Me? Five minutes in, my towel is soaked.