Today so many thoughts went through my mind. Yahweh, I believe in what you said. There are days and times I doubt and I probably will again, but this is the truth. I prefer to be single for the rest of my life rather than being married and treated like crap. I am not perfect but I am your daughter and I truly don’t believe you would keep me waiting this long to be treated badly.
“What if the problem is the costume for a prophecy? What if he allowed you to go through the relationship even though he knew it would end so that your relationship with him would grow?”
Everyday is not going to be sunshine and roses. I know that and I’m learning to embrace those days just as much as I do the others. I will let the thoughts pass through but I will hold on to none.
I am the daughter of Yahweh. I am thankful for his love even if I am not loved by others. I am thankful for the few that do love me. Today, I will love myself. I will continue to heal. I will continue to grow.