Yahweh, I am thankful for the time, it gives me hope. Though there’s also slight anxious anticipation, I will not focus on that. Instead I will focus on what I need to do and grow. Thank you for your guidance. Thank you for your promises.
Sigh. It really hits me at times how much I gave up. I really was just moving through life. I no longer had any desires because I felt like they did not matter, that God would do whatever you want so why bother? I’m truly sorry for that attitude, please forgive me.