December 23, 2022 I’m exactly where you need me to be. As I’m sitting here at the end of the day with the knowledge that Sunday is Christmas and there is no gratuity. Another prayer unanswered. Well answered, but the answer is no. Others did get. Some didn’t. I am disappointed and I’m reminded …
Year in Solitude
Changes
December 23, 2022 I’m awake and I slept without the fan on!! Shock! Thank you Yahweh for life and for the changes that you’ve made in me over time but especially the last year. Yahweh, just the fact that I was able to sleep after being up so late and sleep a little over …
Dinner and Dancing
December 22, 2022 Yahweh, thank you for teaching me. Thank you for your multiplication. Thank you for my job and for provision. Thank you for your supply and your love. Thank you for tonight. It was fun. I left a little early, but it’s late for me. Yahweh, let your will be done. …
Not All Preparation is the Same
December 22, 2022 This morning I had a very practical example of why we need to prepare properly. Not all preparation is the same. Mom baked last night and the usual is that I wash in the morning. The sink was filled with wares. Well packed. But before I could even start to wash, …
Confession
December 22, 2022 Confession: I’m tired. Confession: I like when we talk. Good Morning Yahweh. Confession: Woke up with Christmas songs on my mind. I’ve done no cleaning. Purchased nor made no gifts. Been thinking what I can make and nothing came to mind. But I am in the mood for Christmas. I know …
Pretend and Say
December 21, 2022 I want to pretend and say that I’m not sad, but that would be lying. Staff dinner tomorrow and I’ll be going by myself. The thanksgiving evening next week, I’m the only single one in the midst. Sometimes I do wonder if there is a sign on me that says “avoid” …
Interruptions
December 21, 2022 Yahweh. Thank you for your goodness and mercy. Thank you for the interruptions. That causes us to pause and to seek you. I pray for a solution. Our printer – the one printer stopped working. Thank you for a solution. Amen. What happened? Needed to finish print some documents for tomorrow. …
Dresses With Strength
December 21, 2022 It is the strangest thing. I seem to have money in the bank. All the bills are accounted for and there is actually a “surplus” of about $500 it looks like. Now I know this is for gasoline etc for the next month and to purchase food for the cats, but …
Torn
December 20, 2022 I’m torn. Today isn’t a day of fasting. Should I write in this book or that one?
Answered Prayers
December 19, 2022 It is so late, it is early. This evening went nothing to plan. Ended up meeting with my business partner because the other days were booked. Then my cousin who I have not seen in three years came by and she is leaving in the morning, so of course there was …