The month where Yahweh called me to reach out to others and form a community. In solitude?!! Yes. A community in solitude.
June 8, 2022 I confess. I’m tired. It is just one of those days I want to curl up in bed, hug up someone and do nothing. Not even talk. Just take comfort and give comfort and then sleep. That’s it. That’s what I want to do. But I am actually picking songs for …
June 9, 2022 Is it okay to just sing and worship you this morning? Because that’s what’s in my thoughts this morning. You Deserve it – JJ Hairston Baba – Sonnie Badu My Worship – Phil Thompson No one can worship you for me!! No one!! Unless I’m dead and even then, they’ll …
June 9, 2022 I need a site visit or ten. I’m drowning in paperwork with no scenery except the fake plant in the corner of my office. And I’ve got to admit that I am currently mainlining “Bless Me” by Kirk Franklin and Maverick City. I don’t know why but I am seriously feeling this …
June 9, 2022 Tears. Conversation. Intelligent conversation about topics of interest. Travel, design, drones. Lol. I’m crying. The friend brought along his mom and another friend. And honestly the other friend had a lot of ideas. It was nice. Conversation. Sigh. I must admit, I miss that. Didn’t realise how much. So I did …
June 10, 2022 Good Morning Yahweh. I’m trying to smile but it’s hard to. It’s really hard to. The visiting dog made so much noise last night. Sigh. I don’t know what to do anymore. You are good, so I will focus on that. You plan everything or allow anything for a reason. So …
June 10, 2022 You are attracted to unity. Even at the Tower of Babel, you came down. It was a wrong type of unity or rather unity for the wrong purpose. But you still came down. Yahweh, I pray for our church community. It doesn’t feel that we are united. There’s a dissonance that …
June 10, 2022 Tears. Both good and bad. The recognition that not everyone values practise the way I do. And the recognition that Yahweh will use everything once done with the right heart. Yahweh accept our praise. The good news? I’m not angry anymore. Just disappointed. Resigned. Slightly frustrated, but not angry. Yayyyy me. …
June 11, 2022 Thank you for a new day. CONFESSION: I am so tired right now that I’m debating whether I should drive up country today. I truly don’t know what to do. I pray that as we go out today (because I know that you will be with me) that I will hear …
June 11, 2022 Speyside! I must confess with no hesitation. Ah love me island! It’s pretty and (thankfully) mostly safe and just nice to drive and/or walk around. On our way to Speyside (Steph came along also), I saw an old lady with a cane by the side of the road trying to catch …
June 11, 2022 TODAY’S THANKFUL TALLY Drive up country and lunch at a lookout. Old People Transport Day. I told Mom that today was old people transport day. She thought it was a real thing like Mother’s Day kind of designated day. Rofl. Praising Yahweh even when it feels hard. Psalm 59-67 I will …
