Yahweh, I am thankful for the time, it gives me hope. Though there’s also slight anxious anticipation, I will not focus on that. Instead I will focus on what I need to do and grow. Thank you for your guidance. Thank you for your promises. Sigh. It really hits me at times how much I …
December 2021
December 15, 2021
This is not going to be easy. But it will be worth it. Change, growth, progress does not come without sacrifice or without work. I need to remember: one day at a time. It will be alright in the end. Embrace Solitude
December 16, 2021
Yahweh, I’ve decided to be intentional. In worship. And learning. I know I may not always feel like it but it’s not just about my feelings. You still fight for us but you don’t force us. We have to choose to spend time with you. We have to choose.
December 17, 2021
The Bible is filled with so many stories of you turning lives around. Reminder: not everything happens in an instant. With Joseph it took 22 years! So many promises took decades to fulfil. David waited 15 years thereabout before he became king. Abraham waited 25 years. Jacob waited 7 years. The Israelites waited 40 years …
December 20, 2021
I am a firm believer that prayer and fasting should not just happen on a whim. But there’s a part of me that has been resisting because I don’t want it to be about weight loss. And it’s not. It’s my aim to be intentional working towards what Yahweh is calling me to do. I …
December 21, 2021
It still amazes me how much better I actually feel overall. Yes there are times when other emotions reign (as they should) but overall I do feel better. I feel good. I am thankful, Yahweh, for your continued guidance and for your love. I do recognize now that I need to be intentional. That …
December 31, 2021
Hold on to the image that Yahweh gave me. Hebrews 10: 35 -37 – Therefore do not cast away your confidence, which has great reward. For you have need of endurance so that after you have done the will of God, you may receive the promise. For yet a little while, and he who is …