December 31, 2022 Yahweh, it’s officially 2023!! Thank you for this past year. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for being faithful. I don’t exactly know what the future holds though you have given me a vision of parts of it. Thank you for your promises and your word over my life. Thank …
From Dusk
Review and study at the end of the day. Or before I go to sleep
Your Will
December 30, 2022 Thank you Yahweh for today. Thank you for your mercies. Thank you for this opportunity to come together and worship. It’s amazing how you’ve brought us together. Help us us to honour you and to live for you. To be the support and the community that we need. Thank you for …
Resurrection
December 29, 2022 Yahweh. Thank you for freedom. Thank you for deliverance. Thank you for your grace that brought me back to life. Today we had our staff get together. It was nice. Thank you for the opportunity. I pray that as a department we will continue to work together and do our best …
Moving On
December 28, 2022 Yahweh, thank you for the ability to move on. One thing I do know is that I don’t desire to be an afterthought in anyone’s life. It will take a concerted effort, but I am moving on. What you say is for me is for me and I am truly thankful …
Hidden Tears
December 26, 2022 I always hide my tears from everyone. There are four people who have seen me cry in the past five years. And only one of them has ever seen me cry more than once. I hide my tears. Because none of my friends or family understands. I don’t try to explain …
Have Hope
December 25, 2022 Yahweh, what am I thankful for today. Disappointment. I will have hope, but must always surrender my timing. You are the God of time. Of time, light and revelation. Rest. I got some much needed rest today. No work. Well except to iron some curtains. Rest. Sadness. I know as Christians …
Not to Borrow Trouble
December 24, 2022 Life is good. I am alive. Parents are alive. I am thankful for the many ways Yahweh has blessed and led and provided. I’m also a bit sad. I’m trying not to be, but I am. So far on the list, so far there have been two no’s. A no for …
Prayer Unanswered
December 23, 2022 I’m exactly where you need me to be. As I’m sitting here at the end of the day with the knowledge that Sunday is Christmas and there is no gratuity. Another prayer unanswered. Well answered, but the answer is no. Others did get. Some didn’t. I am disappointed and I’m reminded …
Dinner and Dancing
December 22, 2022 Yahweh, thank you for teaching me. Thank you for your multiplication. Thank you for my job and for provision. Thank you for your supply and your love. Thank you for tonight. It was fun. I left a little early, but it’s late for me. Yahweh, let your will be done. …
Pretend and Say
December 21, 2022 I want to pretend and say that I’m not sad, but that would be lying. Staff dinner tomorrow and I’ll be going by myself. The thanksgiving evening next week, I’m the only single one in the midst. Sometimes I do wonder if there is a sign on me that says “avoid” …