January 10, 2023 TODAY’S THANKFUL TALLY Despite the hospital visit and prescription I will not have a medical bill to pay. Mom staying at the hospital while I was there. I rested! Thankful for that too. I ended the fast. Because medication wise I have to eat though part of me wonders if …
September 2023
Could Not Hold a Pen
January 10, 2023 Sometime in the Afternoon I am thankful. Eight hours ago I could not hold a pen. The morning was spent at the hospital having x-rays etc done. But now I am here. I still can’t hold the pen the way I used to, but I can hold the pen. Thank you …
Feeling Wonky
January 9, 2023 So I don’t seem to lose weight when I fast. But who knows if there will be a difference this time? We shall see. I’m feeling wonky though. I’m not sure how to describe what I’m feeling. Though fear is not my future, on another note a neighbour has started back …
Slowing Me Down
January 9, 2023 Thank you for slowing me down. The truth is, trying to do so many things can leave a person tired. But today I slowed down. Yesterday too. Thank you for the time.
Thoughts Running Through my Head
January 9, 2023 Yahweh. Good Morning. So I’ve been awake for a while with thoughts running through my head. I’m afraid of dating. My very few forays into dating have not ended well. Even the last attempt a couple weeks ago I was accused of lying because I eventually told the guy that our …
Let Go
January 8, 2023 Yahweh. Thank you for today. It was unusual for me. There’s a lot to be done, but I didn’t do much today. I’m learning to let go. To let the next person do as they wish. I can’t coddle the leader. Thank you for your love and your grace. TODAY’S THANKFUL …
Down Time
January 8, 2023 Why do we feel that we have to micromanage every minute of every day? Seriously? Why? It’s okay to have down time. The Spanish have a siesta. Our bodies naturally slow down at certain times. Somehow, even lunchtime is being assigned work to do. Sadments.
My Body
January 8, 2023 Yahweh. I need help. I know people say it gets easier to not have physical desires the longer you go without any stimulation but I’m struggling. I don’t even want to think about hugging a guy: though I want a hug. So I’m here asking for help. Please help my thoughts …
Promises of Yahweh
January 7, 2023 TODAY’S THANKFUL TALLY Two of my brother’s celebrated/celebrating another year of life! The promises of Yahweh. Jesus. Thank you. I love you.
1222
January 7, 2023 12:22 1222 I believe numbers are important. Today I saw this combination of numbers several times. Not sure what it means: 1 and three twos? Twelve twenty-two? I like what Luke 12:22 says (was reading Luke this morning). Luke 12:22 – Then Jesus said to his disciples, “So I tell …


