March 22, 2022
Me thinks me need a vacation. It would be nice to leave the country, but I will take a couple days in the bush instead. So today I will give thanks. Because as much as I need a vacation, I am thankful that I am employed in my chosen field. I am thankful for life. I am thankful that mom made it to see another year in relative health and strength. Thank you for your love for me, for the grace that you have extended to me. Thank you for saving me and for your daily provision and promises in my life. Thank you.
I can’t believe I’m about to say this: I think I need to cut back on my gym time. I’m sitting here waiting for a meeting and I realised that I’m tired, like I’ve been going and going. I love going to the gym and won’t stop, but last week I ended up taking a day off because I felt so drained. I think I need to switch back to four days a week because I’m weary. Tomorrow I’m taking the day off from work so Mom would have me at her disposal. Lol birthday gift.
I’ve been feeling the call to pray and fast leading up to my birthday.
CONFESSION: I have an affinity to pray and fast for specific number of days. One, three, seven. There are other numbers but I like the synergy of these. My birthday is on the 4th and I’ve been pondering about praying and fasting for this one to three. Today the conviction just settled and I agreed. Yahweh works through prayer and fasting and I do believe that he prepares you for it especially if it’s more than a day (hence the advance poking).
Yahweh I pray for your continued guidance and working in my life. You are in control and I want to always recognize that and only you because of it. You are so good to me. Your strength and your guidance. Sometimes you make decisions and are not even sure what prompted the decision in the moment. But after you see where Yahweh was leading. I made a decision today to not have meetings for the month of April. It is just a feeling that was being pressed on me so strongly. When I considered it, I decided that given that I have another additional role for the month of April that it will definitely be best. I informed the staff. Only to recognise after that additional persons would be on leave and it would have been detrimental to maintain all those appointments and my usual duties and the additional duties for the period. Thank you Yahweh for your leading. I will continue to trust you.
