August 19, 2022
Thank you Yahweh. For covering me this week. This day. Your will in my life. Thank you for speaking to me. I used to think that you only spoke to certain people. But you desire to speak to ALL your children. I don’t always know how to trust. I want to trust you completely. I’ve been let down more times than I can count and I’ve gotten so used to being self-sufficient because I’ve always been let down constantly. And I know this doesn’t apply to you. I’ve trusted you before up to a point, but I need you and want to trust you all the way. I am not able to do this by myself. I’m still scared when I see what I lack, but I’m gonna hold on to who I do have: YOU. You promised that you are with me and even though I’m still a bit scared, I’m going to walk in your will. I’m going to trust you scared. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for holding me.
TODAY’S THANKFUL TALLY
- Being absolutely scared, but trusting you still.
- The power of the Holy Spirit.
- Forgetting stuff at work and having to go back on an almost empty gas tank. Sometimes I feel like a broken record with my gasoline issues. I guess because it’s the one thing that goes past the once a month payment. And oohhhh.
- My phone bill. About a year ago the company raised the rates by almost $40 for everyone who has the same plan as I do. I never officially accepted the new terms, but they said that everyone would automatically be changed. My bill never changed.
- John 5-21, Galatians 1-3.
I’m truthfully not going to think of next month’s laundry list of bills and assignments. I’ll only think about today, which is essentially at this point getting ready for bed. It’s raining now. Perfect bed weather.
FYI: it will be mad funny if the thunderstorm is your way of providing in this instant.
