April 22, 2022
The sun hasn’t even set yet and all I want to do is crawl into bed. But I also have to put on new sheets and I’m sitting here contemplating life. And not even major life events. Questions like: Do I truly have to let go the dogs? Do I have to get dressed and leave the house tomorrow? And honestly the rest of the time it’s not even questions, just me sitting here not a thought on my mind.
I’m tired. Sat down to dinner and half way through, I just felt a wave of tiredness come over me and I wasn’t even eating much!
I won’t mention again that I’m tired.
I’m going to get up.
I’m going to make my bed.
I’m going to let go the dogs.
I’m going to brush my teeth.
I’m going to fill my water bottle.
But before all that, I’ve got to say thank you. Yahweh thank you. I may be tired but I’m alive, with working knees and elbows. Thank you for your grace. I ask for healing for Cap, the biopsy came back. Early stages, but it’s there. But in all things you are also there. Heal his body so that he doesn’t have to go through chemo and other treatments. Heal his mind, so that he would find rest in you and that he would trust you in all things.
Thank you for your promises and we claim them today in Jesus’ name.
TODAY’S THANKFUL TALLY
- Feeling beyond belief tired.
- Unintentionally making someone smile today. Told one of my co-workers that it is a pleasure working with them. They are level-headed, unbiased and respectful.
- My bougie cats. Tell me how, I cut up home grown chicken for my cats and they turn up their nose at it?! But they would eat the store bought chicken. Smh. How did they get so bougie?
