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February 8, 2022

 

Yahweh, I don’t know what is going on. Why am I crying? Today, this evening, something keeps happening whenever I edit or in this case type the journal. I just started crying and I’m not sure why. Sigh. There’s a part of me that needs this month to be over. And it’s funny that I was typing up the last day of last month’s journal. Here I am thanking you one minute and in tears the next. 

Yahweh, you know me better than I know myself. Sigh. I guess I am anxious and trying not to be, wondering if I would be remembered. Wondering if I should say anything. Dreams are not necessarily a good thing and I truly don’t want to be anxious for anything. It’s pretty much time for bed. Yahweh, for the reminder that I am where I am supposed to be. Thank you for your promises and for your provision. Thank you for your comfort. Yahweh, all things being equal, I truly don’t want my fears to separate us. I guess the truth is that I feel lonely and I don’t even know why! You are here. But I feel cold. Can you hold me now? I need you.

Thank you for being consistent, for being intentional to me. Thank you for each day that you bring me through. For the freedom that I have in you. You are the “I am”. No limit. And I pray that I don’t limit you with my thoughts.

 

TODAY’S THANKFUL TALLY

SIDEBAR: Today some parts of the habits that help to keep me grounded were thrown off. I took my brother to work this morning and also brought him home. I usually spend that time in conversation with Yahweh. I didn’t get to do that today. I’m not sure what will happen tomorrow, but help me to adapt to changes that come my way. Thank you for your continued healing. 

  1. Ideas on how to get some of the materials we need at work.
  2. Scanned and edited images.
  3. Made pesto!! It’s been a while.
  4. You love me unconditionally. 

 

I’ll wait on you Lord.

You are renewing me

You are strengthening me

You are preparing me

You are the Alpha and Omega

You are the Author and Finisher

You are faithful

You are our provider

You are my healer

You are teaching me

You are building me

You are grounding me

You are great

You are my father

You are my friend

You are the “I am”

You are everything and

You are everything I need

the "I AM"
The “I Am”

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