November 21, 2022 You know those days when your prayers are snuck in while on the move? Today was such a day. Hit the ground running and then had a new officer appointed today. Who was supposed to come next week. I got home and decided to prep some journals and listen to a …
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Afraid of…
November 20, 2022 Yahweh, help me not to be afraid to walk in your promises. For so many years of my life I’ve been afraid. I’ve been afraid of failing, of rejection, of love, of money, of myself. Because they can hurt so bad. But they can also heal. I can heal. Love (you) …
Beyond Beautiful Promises
November 20, 2022 Thank you Yahweh for your beyond beautiful promises. For being my provider. The source of everything I need and want. I don’t know how you move, but I am thankful that you do. Sometimes (many times) the provision isn’t food or clothes, but friendship, conversation, correction. Today I am actually going …
Conversations
November 19, 2022 I miss this. The conversations. And truthfully tonight I felt sad because I had no one to talk to and you sent someone. Yes, I believe it’s you, why? Because I do. Thank you for today. I actually shared part of the testimony of the salary. It felt like the right …
Dosed Off
November 19, 2022 Good Sabbath Morning. Thank you for today. I dosed off back little while and had to wake myself up. It’s not yet time.
Ten Pounds
November 18, 2022 I think I put on like ten pounds this week. I didn’t count calories. Portion sizes were insane. But next week, I am back on my usual food life style. Thank you for this week. It was nice. Something I have been sensing for a while. Vinny and I are not …
Death by Cheese
November 17, 2022 Today was a standing prayer kinda day. It was also a freezing cold type of day. My hands are like popsicles. Other funny thing was? I was actually attracted to a guy. Was surprising. And that’s actually kinda sad in a way. I don’t think my preferences are so high-falutin that …
Pray for Healing
November 16, 2022 I am in my bed. I did not get dinner because lunch was still having fun. Tomorrow is my turn for the training. Looking forward to it. But it’s also been a while since I’ve used a gaming system. Thank you for today. Yahweh, I pray for Stewart. He has alienated …
Not a Typical Prayer and Fast
November 15, 2022 Today was not a typical prayer and fast. Prayer, yes. Fast…no. Thank you for today. Thank you for your love. Thank you for bringing my parents through another year. I pray that they will continue to trust you and to hold on to you and to each other. I miss Jeffers. …
Anniversary of a Not so Good Day
November 14, 2022 I can see why folks who are lonely can often work a lot. I’m not lonely per se, but I’m in a hotel room, the bed is huge!! And it’s me alone. I am a bit sad though. It’s the anniversary of a not so good day. Yahweh, hold me. Keep …