August 31, 2022 “If there isn’t the opportunity to look like a fool then it’s not faith.” I heard this statement and it struck a chord. Because even though I believed that I’ve had faith, I’ve never “done” anything that has the potential to make me look like the biggest idiot. So today, I …
August 20, 2022 Good Morning Yahweh. Thank you for a brand new day. Ever so often I start to daydream and I have to actively pull my mind back to the present. My question is: is there a reason why my imagination is so active? Huh. Okay. It’s part of your/my creativity. Can I …
January 7, 2022 Revelation Song (I won’t write all) He still loves me. Yahweh that is, just in case there was any confusion. He will always love me. Yahweh desires to bless me He wants to have a relationship with me. We work together like cogs. He is consistent. And growth and healing happens when …
January 1, 2022 Yahweh I made it to the mountain top. Started the prayer and fast to continue growing with You. I want to walk with You every day. I have no idea how that is accomplished, but I will focus on today. It’s 6:23, It’s already so dark I cannot see without a …
I am a firm believer that prayer and fasting should not just happen on a whim. But there’s a part of me that has been resisting because I don’t want it to be about weight loss. And it’s not. It’s my aim to be intentional working towards what Yahweh is calling me to do. I …
Yahweh, I’ve decided to be intentional. In worship. And learning. I know I may not always feel like it but it’s not just about my feelings. You still fight for us but you don’t force us. We have to choose to spend time with you. We have to choose.
There’s so many things I dreamed of doing with a life partner. There are so many dreams that will never happen. I realised this morning that one of the reasons I never pushed to build the Moriah house was because I never pictured building it and living in it by myself. I didn’t realise how …
We are still at the hospital. I haven’t been home since I left four something yesterday. Thankful for my parents being there. I’m tired. I want to curl up in my bed and just be held, but I know that’s not possible. I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength. Strength for …
