June 3, 2022
It was beautiful, inspiring and encouraging. Three days in communal prayer and worship with two others. Huh, 3 x 3, look at that. Yahweh, I pray that they will continue to trust you. To seek you daily and that we grow from strength to strength in you.
It’s the end of another day, and truthfully, at this moment, I am feeling such a mix of emotions, it’s not funny. I am happy, excited, weepy, anxious (not anxiety attack, anxious – maybe eager is a better word), possibly conflicted, and some other emotion mixed up in there that I can’t quite put my finger on.
I am also thankful. That one is definitely coming through loud and clear. Thankful for answered prayers.
Thankful for Yahweh’s provision. His strength.
Thankful for unexpected messages.
Thankful for family and friends.
Thankful that you are my best friend.
David was a man after your heart. I know that Moses was your mouthpiece and Enoch was just so special to you that you couldn’t leave him to die. Can you find a special place for me too? Help me to be a woman after your own heart. Or whatever you desire to call me. I just want to be close to you. Thank you for being my friend and my father. I love you to you and back.
TODAY’S THANKFUL TALLY
- Praying with a wonderful small group of ladies. Three women, three days to a triune God. Beautiful beyond words. Three- completeness, resurrection, harmony. Thank you Yahweh for your promises to us.
- Yahweh in all his glory.
- Answered Prayer. Facebook has a requirement that a page needs at least 25 likes in order to have a username. As simple as the prayer was, it was powerful to see it answered – that I would be able to have a username before the launch of the site. Thank you. Yahweh, I pray that clothes will come to know you. To be drawn closer to you. To desire you.
- Psalm 1-21. I began Psalms! This is epic. But will definitely break it up. Maybe switch between Psalm and Ezekiel (cause the visuals of Ezekiel still gives me pause).
I just had an unexpected epiphany. 1 Corinthians 4:15. Yahweh became my father because I don’t have many spiritual fathers. This was a scripture that was revealed to me. Never read it before the book, chapter and verse was given to me in a vision. I accepted it, because well Yahweh is Daddy. But the true significance of it came to me tonight. My Dad, Dad is a spiritual father also, but I truly don’t have any other spiritual fathers. Spiritual mentors and Yahweh literally said, I will be both your father and your mentor.
How did I (finally) realise that’s the full magnitude of what he meant by that text? My mind went to my first mentor at university. And then I started remembering others. And as I was going through the list, I realised that with one exception, they were all men. And then I literally thought – who were my mentors in church. And my mind went blank. There was none. And then that scripture came to mind. Yahweh becoming my spiritual father – my mentor. I am in complete awe at the moment.
Thank you.
To my mentors: Fran, Len, Lee, Michael, Achva, Horace.
To my Dad.
To THE MENTOR to top all mentors: Yahweh.
Thank you.