January 28, 2022
I think I need to brace myself for this once a month: this disruption in my schedule. I woke up at 12:15 a.m., and was only asleep for about an hour. And that was not even a deep sleep. So I will prepare for this disruption as this meeting occurs once a month. The back pain isn’t helping. Yahweh, I pray for your continuous guidance and healing. In a day I have to lead out on a hike which honestly would be difficult with this pain. I pray for the pain to leave by Saturday so that I can do what you’ve asked me to. But even if it doesn’t, I will still move on what was said.
Thank you for your grace Yahweh. Thank you for being a friend. The devil, I realised, has patterns in the way he attacks. And I picked up on that through reading over the journals. But I am thankful that you are my strength. While I cannot predict what is next: you hold the future, so I will trust you and allow you to lead. It’s a new day and while it is still early, thank you for this day. Thank you for your protection.
Hallelujah!! For protecting me. For opening my eyes and my heart to you. What is amazing is how you are revealing little by little and allowing me to go. And it’s funny I don’t feel the growth until I look back. Looking back to one week ago, the scripture (one of them anyhow) for study stated that we are not ignorant concerning Satan scheming. This morning, I actually recognized one of his patterns and I pray that as I continue this walk daily that I will keep my faith and trust in you, so that I will not be ensnared in the devil’s schemes.
SIDEBAR: I am caught up to one week behind in the typing up of the journal entries. Now decided that when typing and eventually posting that I would be one week behind. Why? I re-read exactly 7 days before the day’s date, but if I type up past that it feels like I’m jumping the gun. So I will now try to figure out how to clean up the images and also edit them. Still not sure when resources would be available to post, but I’m going to wait and see (taste and see 😀).
