December 21, 2022
I want to pretend and say that I’m not sad, but that would be lying. Staff dinner tomorrow and I’ll be going by myself. The thanksgiving evening next week, I’m the only single one in the midst.
Sometimes I do wonder if there is a sign on me that says “avoid” since I’ve been single 99% of my life. Can’t even claim a long-term relationship as none ever lasted past six months.
I believe in miracles. So far on my Christmas prayer list, I’ve had a definite no and the others seem unattainable. It’s three days until Christmas. I’m sad, but I’m keeping hope alive.
Singing
Have yourself a merry little Christmas.
From now on, our troubles will be out of sight.
The song is in my thoughts and though it says let our heart be light, it makes me sad. But single or not. Smiling or not. I’ll have myself a merry little Christmas time.
TODAY’S THANKFUL TALLY
- I’m alive
- I have funds to pay all outstanding bills. Not to pay them off completely yet, but to make a dent. Thank you for today. Love you.
- The working printer!
