December 4, 2022 Rule #1 for the rest of December: do not watch holiday movies as a perpetually single person. It just makes a person (me) sad. The funny things is, I liked the movie, but it also reminded that I’ve never had a Christmas present or birthday present from a significant other. Yeah, …
Seven Times a Day
December 4, 2022 Psalm 119:164 – Seven times a day I praise you for your righteous regulations. Yahweh you are worthy to be praised. Truth, yes I desire your grace and favour, but nothing I can do will ever earn it. So I will praise you for you. You are majestic in splendour. …
My Father
December 4, 2022 My Father My Saviour My Friend Thank you for this new day. Thank you for your goodness and your love. Thank you for being God above all and for loving us with an everlasting love. There is so much that I am thankful for and I ask that as I go …
Accepting Help
December 3, 2022 That was unexpected. Really, truly unexpected. Confession: I’ve been trying to sort out how to do work stuff, journal stuff, blog stuff and it’s been a struggle. I am so far behind on the blog. Tonight ended up having an unexpected dinner offer from Angie. And we just spoke. Spoke about …
My Personal Beliefs
December 3, 2022 Something I learnt about myself: do not try to force or guilt me into doing something I do not want to do. Especially if it’s something that goes against my personal beliefs. A guy wants to video call me. I don’t want to. I’m not a huge fan of it though …
Flashbacks
December 3, 2022 Good Morning Yahweh. I’m having flashbacks of university days when Friday nights were my one night I did not work so I would sleep. Last couple Friday nights, it’s been like that. Sleep. Thank you for rest. Thank you for a new day. Thank you for saving me and allowing me …
You Are Still God
December 2, 2022 In the midst of all the hurt and pain, you are still God. Yahweh, remember Angie and her family. Cast out every spirit that is not of you and fill her with you. I pray that the love she shows will penetrate and help to heal. Thank you Yahweh for your …
God is Not Great – (He’s Awesome!)
December 2, 2022 Dear Yahweh, I do not know what to say, other than thank you. Thank you for being God. Thank you for being who you say you are. Thank you for your everlasting love and mercy. Your goodness and mercy. Yesterday while watching a bookbinding/book repair video, the book used was entitled, …
Monumentally Lonely
December 1, 2022 I feel monumentally lonely. And part of me feels bad for feeling this way because you are here, but I do. I feel lonely. So many people say that “You must surrender this desire to God and only then will he provide.” And truth is, I totally believe the first part, …
So Many Memories
December 1, 2022 No lie, it hurt. Sometimes I feel it would be so much easier to just lock away my heart. But I can’t do that anymore. So many memories today. So many hopes surfaced. I can’t do anything of myself for any of them. I’m trusting you Yahweh. Because this pain can’t …