December 7, 2022
Sigh. It’s so strange actually seeing money in my bank account to pay bills. I didn’t realise how much it had affected me mentally until I went into my account to check something and wondered where this money came from. And then remembered that it was money to pay my loan. The last few months really took a toll.
Yahweh, I am thankful for you opening the jar … and breaking the seal soon. I am thankful for provision, for your grace and your love. For being faithful even when I doubt. And reminding me to hold on and keep the faith!
Thank you.
I’m probably feeling a bit hormonal, I want to cry. I am happy too. Sigh. Confused. Thank you for the approval of the items for the staff which means I’m getting a laptop!! Happy dance!! I will remind myself when sadness wants to creep in, I won’t be bound by what I see, I depend on what you’ve told me.
I can’t save myself. At all. Thank you for saving me. Confession: It’s actually nice not having to do anything myself for a change. Huggssss.
