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January 30, 2022

 

Thank you Yahweh for today. It was weird that I did not do anything “major” but rest and talk with you. But the truth: those are two very, very important things and I have discovered that I like talking with you. I like when you speak with me in many ways that you can. I pray for continued growth in you. To understand what you desire of me, but most importantly to do what you desire of me.  You have been and continue to be an awesome God and I am thankful for your movement in my life. I am thankful that every day you are reclaiming and renewing my heart to be more like you. Thank you for family, for your daily and continuous provision. Thank you for loving me and desiring what is best for me. Even if it may not feel like the best thing to me at that time. Thank you for being my strength. My hope. My father. My friend. 

 

TODAY’S THANKFUL TALLY

  1. Rest!! Did I mention…rest?!!
  2. Messages, conversations
  3. Family
  4. Finally able to connect to the home security system. 

 

So I’ve recognized something in myself and I’ve also realised that I need to stop thinking like that. It’s hearkening back to the idea of “being perfect” and doing what I think is a right thing to do, but it may not be the righteous thing to do. There is a part of me that feels if I didn’t study a verse (or ten) in a day then I haven’t fully spent time with you. And I know it’s not true, but honestly the legalistic upbringing (which truthfully is from the church not the parents) rears its ugly head at times. But you speak in so many different ways. You have spoken to me in many different ways and I am thankful for that. Help me to fully embrace all and to live in your Word. Not just scripture, but your Word. Thank you for who you are. 


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