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February 21, 2022

 

OBSERVATION: Each pen lasts about a week. That’s not bad. 

Today was a good day. I’m alive. Parents alive. I was able to accomplish many goals today. I enjoy feeling tired in the evenings because it means I should sleep well.

Today NJ messaged asking if I could do work for her. The truth is, for me to do that on a regular basis would mean either one of several things:

  1. Giving up exercise time.
  2. Giving up time with you.
  3. Giving up time for rest.

And I am not willing or desirous of giving up any of them. Because these are all things that you’ve asked me to be consistent in. And I can’t go from pledging obedience to not being obedient. But on another level, JC seems to love drama. This chic? I dislike it and I look for ways to avoid all unnecessary drama. I choose not to be drawn into that.

Yahweh thank you for today. Thank you for your direction, your strength to make it through another day. Thank you for your peace. Sigh. For showing me how encompassing, far reaching, everything is with you. So often my thoughts or ideas are one dimensional: SIDEBAR: Thank you for the programme idea this morning! Thank you. I believe the idea would not have taken root if the young Pastor hadn’t been here on Friday. Thank you for the many levels you operate pulling the pieces together in your time. Thank you. 

Thank you for your multifaceted way of thinking. Thank you for your strategies and your plans for me. You are a wonderful amazing God and I love you.

 

TODAY’S THANKFUL TALLY

  1. Programme ideas!
  2. A clean store room
  3. Your word over my life. 

This evening I’m going to wrap up in my bed and try to sleep early. I feel like my body is trying to make up for all the sleep it has missed over the years. Thank you for taking care of this household. Thank you for loving me.


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