December 1, 2022
I feel monumentally lonely. And part of me feels bad for feeling this way because you are here, but I do. I feel lonely. So many people say that “You must surrender this desire to God and only then will he provide.” And truth is, I totally believe the first part, and I believe you will provide what is best.
Help me not to lose hope in you. I am tired. I wish (I know you’re not a genie and I’m sorry) but it would be nice if I wasn’t alone. But since I am, help me to keep my trust in you. You are my God and you know the best times.
TODAY’S THANKFUL TALLY
- Feeling alone.
- Getting materials to repair two books.
- Getting the board at a much cheaper rate.
- Being alone.
It feels like Revelations. I’m open. Even if it hurts and it’s not what I thought, I’m open.
