August 19, 2022
You said to look, see, watch, But in order for you to do what you want to do, I actually have to do something. And honestly, I understand the wait messages. Wait on you. Wait and see. You were still preparing me to do what you needed me to do. And most likely if (facepalm), what do I mean by if? You definitely knew that by waiting you were setting the foundation for me to stand on. You needed me to know your voice so that I would follow. You know in reading about Abraham, when he had to sacrifice Isaac, it seems that he was quite resolved, but I’m almost positive that night he was before you – not crying out necessarily for you to change the request, but for you to strengthen him to do it. He didn’t tell anyone what he was about to do. It would have affected them too much. And truthfully as I think about my parents and the retreat plans and all these things, I try not to think about it too much because it’s affecting me and I know it would affect them. Yahweh, strengthen me each day in you. To do your will. To hear your voice. To follow the path that you have set before me. I’m not crying because I’m scared. I’m just a bit overwhelmed. I never imagined that walking with you would take me down this road. Never say never right? Thank you for your grace. The all of you. Father, Son, Spirit. I love you.
I know you know, but I am in need again. Please work on my behalf.
I have to go back out. Forgot to bring home some things from work. I am trusting you. You never (lol. Yes I used the word) work the same way twice. Your provision. Your love. Your Spirit.
