May 15, 2022
Thank you Yahweh for a brand new day, for waking me up this morning. Thank you for being an awesome, amazing, incredible God. Who sees us all, who understands all, who knows all. Thank you Yahweh for your everything. I feel tired and my head is feeling fuzzy. I think that the two hours of sleep did absolutely no good for me. And it used to be that I would sleep …
I was so tired that I fell asleep while writing. I am not sure that I can decipher what I wrote. I’m up now, but I am actually having a headache. Wow. Believe it or not, I am thankful. It actually shows how much I have changed. How much my body has changed. Yesterday I mentioned to someone how I usually go to bed by 8:00 as it was one of the steps that I took to help with insomnia that plagued me for years. It was normal for me to sleep only about 2 hours a night and I would get up and function like normal. Because it was normal for me. But thank God for his power to heal, his power to change because I have changed and if no other thing is proof, this is.
Thank you for the way that you moved in my life. Thank you for restoration to a state that I didn’t think was possible. I thank you for your amazing grace. Your love and the fact that you never gave up on me. Thank you for loving me and seeing past my cracks and my fears. For seeing past what would have others running and deciding that you loved me: loved me so much that you came close. You died to save me. You helped me to find comfort in you. To find the rest in you. Thank you for your incredible love. You are amazing, and I am beyond grateful for your intervention in my life. Thank you beyond words, beyond what I think I feel. Thank you.
Yahweh, there are many who are suffering in silence. The face presented to the world is one of competence and having everything together, but inside they are dying. They have no rest, no peace. Yahweh, I pray that somehow they become open to you and what miracles can happen when they truly let you in. This is the most general of prayers because I don’t know anyone who has insomnia. And I just remembered Natalie! Yahweh, touch her and heal her. As a song says, if you did it before, you can do it again. I pray that she’s able to find the rest in you and to know the joy of a spirit and mind that is at rest in you. Touch them, hold them close to you. May they experience the way you truly desire for us to rest. Thank you for your love and your peace. Today Yahweh as I go through the day, I pray that I will keep my heart fixed on you. I lift up this family to you. We are yours. I pray that the example we set before others would be from the heart. Cleanse us and keep us in your will. Thank you for your mercy in my life, thank you for your grace and for loving us unconditionally. Keep us until you return. In Jesus name. Amen.
Breakfast Shenanigans
I am going and bathe and then sleep. Ah tired. We just gave out the food because we didn’t want to bring any back home. Explain to me how we end up with less bake than dhal? I think somebody went and sneak extra bake. They could have just asked. Lol.
