September 21, 2022
My heart couldn’t take the lashing anymore. Every sermon that came up – that I’ve been listening to since yesterday, all speaking about isolation and community in some way. The problem is, it’s not a lack of trying. I’ve tried making friends. I’ve reached out to people, but people rarely reach back. Then when everyone is coupled up, they rarely make the effort to reach out someone who isn’t part of a couple. I’m thankful for the prayer group, but they all have their own circle also. So Yahweh, what do you want me to do? Because I don’t know anymore. I honestly desire proper leadership within the church. I’ve been searching and can’t find. But I guess maybe I can plug into an online community. Attempted this twice already. Third time may be the charm?
Well. All the bills have NOT been paid and there is 109 dollars remaining in my bank account.
