I Feel Better

May 26, 2022

Good Twelve O’clock Morning!! Confession, I don’t know if I slept, but bodily I feel better. Thank you!! It would totally be awesome if it was a 24 hour bug and it’s out of my system. I wrapped myself in so many layers to make myself sweat too. And I just watched a YouTube video about the ways we sometimes block Yahweh’s blessings. Why am I rejoicing over that? A scant 5 hours ago, I couldn’t bear to hear or watch anything. So I am thankful. Thank you for another day. Thank you for improvement. I pray that I keep getting better and better. Thank you for being an awesome father, friend and healer. 

Yahweh, thank you for life and your provision in this life. Thank you for your everlasting love to this world, to me. For saving me and teaching me what I ought to know and what I need to do. Thank you for working in me to change me, well grow me into the one that you desire to see. It’s funny, because my personality hasn’t changed, but in a lot of ways my reactions to things have. My first response to things has changed and I am thankful for that. Thank you for working in me and for using me to do your will. 

Yahweh, remember this family. You made every single one of us. As individuals and as part of this family unit. Help us to trust you in all things, to grow as a unit and support to each other, but also in relationship with you. Because at the end of the day, if we don’t have that relationship, nothing else matters.

Then there is Vie. You’ve placed a call on her life and I pray that she answers. That she seeks you as the Lord and Saviour of her life and that she recognises that running from you, only makes things worse. I pray that she would honestly seek your face and deepen the relationship with you. 

Your daughters. Daughters are precious in your sight. I know everyone is, but I’m going to go with the thought that daughters are even more special. Yahweh, hear our hearts cry. Hear and heal, physically, spiritually and emotionally. For some, hurt has been an almost daily constant in their life and I pray for healing and restoration in your name. Thank you for all that you are in our lives. Your daughters. Thank you. I love you.

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Hallelujah! Fever gone. Headache gone. Body ache gone!! (Still have slight gas pain, but…) yayyyyy!!! I feel awesome! Thank you! I feel human again. And hungry. Yesterday I was eating because I knew I had to. Today I feel so hungry!! Like I haven’t eaten in a month.