December 19, 2022 So my commitment. Even if the prayer isn’t answered in the affirmative, I will still give thanks in a tangible way. More than words. One prayer was answered, but the answer was a no. I am still thankful for an answer. I pray that no matter what I will always give …
Year in Solitude
You Came
December 19, 2022 It’s the week leading up to Christmas! Yahweh, I am thankful that you came to this earth as a baby so that you can live like us so that we could live like you. I know that there are arguments that you weren’t born on December 25th, but I truly believe …
All I Want for Christmas
December 18, 2022 It’s the music. It’s getting me excited for Christmas. My honest to goodness favourite Christmas songs are: All I want for Christmas And This Christmas And truthfully while with “This Christmas” I usually like almost any version, for “All I want”, the Mariah Carey version is the one I …
Heavenly Peace
December 18, 2022 Thank you Yahweh for rest. Singing Sleep in heavenly peace Yahweh, thank you for a new day, Thank you for life. For health and strength. Thank you for your love and grace towards us. It’s interesting. I noticed that after the “official” year in solitude ended that the 2am wake …
Church Dinner
December 17, 2022 It is late. The good news is that the puffs are finished baking. So tomorrow it’s just to fill them. Tonight is the church’s dinner. I did not attend. It’s usually the type of thing I love, but could not, both financially and mentally. The church paid for some people it …
Not “Working” for the Promises
December 17, 2022 It is still the weirdest feeling for me. Not “working” for the promises. I’ve honestly always had to work – to put in the hours, but the messages I keep getting are all saying that it’s not up to me. None of it is up to me. And in a way …
Yahweh is Not Finished
December 17, 2022 Good Morning Yahweh! Last night I was determined to go to bed early. And I did! Slept for seven hours and thirty-two minutes! Yayyyy! Thank you!! Thank you for rest. For waking me up this morning. Thank you for your continued protection. Singing If it had not been for the …
When I Lock Eyes With You
December 16, 2022 I’ve been looking for a certain song, but can’t seem to find it. And I found it! Honestly wasn’t remembering even the words of the song, but how it made me feel. But as I wrote a little while, one line came back and I searched for it. When I Lock …
Christmas Movie
December 16, 2022 I’m watching a Christmas movie again. I may be a glutton for punishment as most holiday movies have a large dose of romance. But I am going to get into the spirit of Christmas. That Jesus came to this earth to save me. He loves me that much. Thank you Yahweh …
God With Us
December 16, 2022 It’s Friday. It’s almost the end of the week. Happy dance! Thank you Yahweh for your grace and mercy that brought me through. I was speaking to someone last night and this text came up. Isaiah 43:2 – When you go through the sea, I am with you. When you go …