Today I noticed that I’m feeling sad and unmotivated. I just want to stay in bed and interact with only a few people, if any at all. I have decided to use this as my journal everything. I’m not sure why I’m feeling this way, but I have been doing my best, well trying, not …
For the first time last night, since we started talking I did not wish him good night. As weird as it sounds, I have to accept the reality that I don’t know what the future holds. I don’t know what will happen. Time will reveal. God will reveal when he is ready. In the meantime …
Today and probably tomorrow, I will take the time. To mourn what we had because it was great while it lasted. He was caring, funny, supportive and in many ways he still is. He just does not make the time. I miss exploring, I miss the moments we shared. I miss us and I know …
The message has been sent. Sometimes I wonder if I should have said anything. He said we crashed and burned. But I said we didn’t. But if we had continued the way we were, we would have. Things were not okay. We ended, but we didn’t crash and burn. What am I thankful for today? …
Had a dizzy spell with nausea. Never had that before. I am sad. And I know that I have to really heal. Yahweh at times I do feel like I’m always rejected or not chosen. But I know that, that’s not the truth. I may not be for everyone, but I am hopefully for someone. …
I pray that when the time is right, I will remember what was revealed this morning (and I truly pray that it wasn’t wishful thinking). Yahweh, prepare me to be your sanctuary Funny story, which makes me wonder if I heard right. But I got to let go and trust God anyhow. The date …
God would rather have me go through a period of frustration, than have me build on the wrong foundation. 2 Corinthians 1: 3-5 – Praise the Lord and father of our Lord Jesus Christ! He is the father who is compassionate and the God who gives comfort. He comforts us when we suffer. Thank you …
Acknowledge and process my emotions. Acknowledge the mistake out loud. Think of it as a learning experience. Put the process on hold if needed. Have a conversation with my inner critic. Notice when I’m being self-critical. Quiet the negative thoughts of the critic (write it down then write a compassionate response). Be clear about what …
Writing helps. Yahweh, I really need your strength today. Sigh. I’m gonna be okay. I’m not going up there and cry. Thank you for your love. It’s not a one day thing. I will let you lead. You are in control and if I attempt to take back control, please tap me. Please don’t let …
Relief is not freedom. Trust in God is freedom. Learn to get from God what you get from Pharaoh. Thank you for your message: I won’t quit on you. Embrace the solitude. I am enough. I am not entertaining anything serious with anyone. I just want to have fun. Casual dating, casual conversation. Not getting …
