November 26, 2022 TODAY’S THANKFUL TALLY Gas light on red! Received a lot of information. I am tired. Good night
From Dusk
Review and study at the end of the day. Or before I go to sleep
Word Must Come to Pass
November 25, 2022 I am being tortured. Tortured I tell you. At this sermon that already has me in tears. I’m not against this type of statistics, but I don’t have the desire to sit through an evening of Math. Yahweh, help me. Save me. Shameface. I had to retract my statement. Dude legit …
How to Tell
November 24, 2022 How to tell if a guy is serious? Tell him there will be no sex unless married. See the response over the next couple days. I want the type of guy who will still want to know me even though sex is not on the table. It would be nice. And …
Long Day
November 23, 2022 It’s been a long day. But I am in a bed and so I am thankful. I am alive, so I’m thankful. I am tired and so I am thankful. Because it meant I got somethings done today. Yahweh, thank you for your grace and your strength. Your everlasting love. Your …
Take the Blessing
November 21, 2022 You know those days when your prayers are snuck in while on the move? Today was such a day. Hit the ground running and then had a new officer appointed today. Who was supposed to come next week. I got home and decided to prep some journals and listen to a …
Afraid of…
November 20, 2022 Yahweh, help me not to be afraid to walk in your promises. For so many years of my life I’ve been afraid. I’ve been afraid of failing, of rejection, of love, of money, of myself. Because they can hurt so bad. But they can also heal. I can heal. Love (you) …
Conversations
November 19, 2022 I miss this. The conversations. And truthfully tonight I felt sad because I had no one to talk to and you sent someone. Yes, I believe it’s you, why? Because I do. Thank you for today. I actually shared part of the testimony of the salary. It felt like the right …
Ten Pounds
November 18, 2022 I think I put on like ten pounds this week. I didn’t count calories. Portion sizes were insane. But next week, I am back on my usual food life style. Thank you for this week. It was nice. Something I have been sensing for a while. Vinny and I are not …
Death by Cheese
November 17, 2022 Today was a standing prayer kinda day. It was also a freezing cold type of day. My hands are like popsicles. Other funny thing was? I was actually attracted to a guy. Was surprising. And that’s actually kinda sad in a way. I don’t think my preferences are so high-falutin that …
Pray for Healing
November 16, 2022 I am in my bed. I did not get dinner because lunch was still having fun. Tomorrow is my turn for the training. Looking forward to it. But it’s also been a while since I’ve used a gaming system. Thank you for today. Yahweh, I pray for Stewart. He has alienated …