Review and study at the end of the day. Or before I go to sleep
January 23, 2022 “Every prayer today is a seed for tomorrow. Keep praying” Praying: In season, out of season, short prayer, long prayer, standing prayer, sitting prayer, desperate prayer, calm prayer. One thing they all have in common is that Yahweh hears them. We need to believe. One of the most beautiful things I’ve …
January 22, 2022 My mother kept saying “Christian HC” and yet you don’t want to feed Alex’s dog. But how many times have I expressed my thoughts and they were ignored? So because I chose to stand my ground and not take care of the dog that I said I would not take care …
January 21, 2022 For whatever reason my soul isn’t looking forward to service tomorrow. I do believe in the coming together of God’s people but right now I’m feeling or rather, not feeling the formulaic, by the time version of church right now. Granted I might change my mind tomorrow (not likely) but I think …
January 20, 2022 I just have to make it through today. Don’t think about tomorrow. Just today. I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength. I won’t focus on my physical. Yahweh, please pray for me. TODAY’S THANKFUL TALLY A quiet neighbour. Yahweh’s messages / reminders. Able to work on …
January 19, 2022 Revelation Is Not The Same Thing As Manifestation Today’s revelation. I need to be intentional about my relationship with myself. Not just with Yahweh. I was ready to go full speed ahead with plans for others, and literally Yahweh was like. Halt. Just stop. I need to stop focusing on helping …
January 18, 2022 This evening I pulled out the first journal to select some entries and I realised that some moments I had thoughts I had immortalised weren’t there. Oh well. Over the past couple months there were singular moments that he always spoke to me that I intentionally left vague in the journal …
January 17, 2022 Yahweh, thank you for today. It went nothing according to plan, but! I do know that things happen or not happen for a reason. I’m trying my best not to be anxious for anything, to rest in you. And on the other hand, am I allowed to be excited about the fulfilment …
January 16, 2022 As the pastor said: TO HEAR FROM GOD YOU HAVE TO LIVE A LIFESTYLE OF EXPECTANCY To expect that at any point and anytime that God will speak to you. We aren’t going to always be the one initiating the conversation. Because relationships should not be one-sided. We need to be …
January 15, 2022 It’s the end of another day. My eyes hurt. I think I read too much. Today was such a roller coaster of emotions for a period. Seeing Jeffers was really awesome and he got his gift: guess it didn’t stay here as long as I thought it would. Then hearing that OT …
January 14, 2022 The truth is at this moment? I am sad. I don’t want to be. I do understand why things happened the way they do. I’m tempted to slap a smile on my face and move on, but that is part of what caused my previous disconnect: trying to pretend that I was …
