March 14, 2023
5:15am : feeling like a bite-up shilling
Good Morning Yahweh. Thank you for today. I think I’ve been reading too much. My head hurts. I’m going to listen this morning instead of reading. I love you.
12:19 pm
Definitely still feeling it. All level of drained. Only met with four people today so that’s an absolute plus. Thank you for strength. Absolutely needed it today.
So these videos.
Someone just said, I wake up each morning and choose to hope. So true.
It’s interesting how the guys have been through two or three marriages. The women? Of the group, only one was previously married.
I don’t know how I would respond if a guy comes to me and he’s been married three times before. I truthfully feel like I may be wondering will this also end in divorce also? Did they heal/grow from the previous marriages/divorces? It’s something Imma seriously seek guidance about. It’s funny. One thing I am certain of, I’m not waiting on a guy for two or three years. I’m 43, gonna be 44 in like three weeks. Even when I was younger, I never believed that we should just be dating for three, four years with no plans in mind.
In all things, hold on to the source of hope.
