October 16, 2022
Yahweh, I am tired of this. I am so tired of the conflict that always arises when Cee is around. I am so tired of the words that people throw around without any thought of how it would be taken. I am tired of it. Yahweh, I am pleading my case, for a place set apart. A place of rest and rest. Help me to. Just help me. I know I’m saying me, but so often I’m always placed in the middle of the conflict where instead of them talking to each other, they’re complaining to me. This time, none of that. I told both parties, do not involve me. I am tired. I understand better though people often run for comfort though from any source though. Because at moments like these, it is easy to seek and find fleeting comforts. Whether it’s food, sex, drugs or anything that can take their minds off the conflict.
Isaiah 54:10 – The mountains may move, and the hills may shake, but my kindness will never depart from you. My promise of peace will never change,”
says the Lord, who has compassion on you.
Psalm 32:7 – You are my hiding place. You protect me from trouble. You surround me with joyous songs of salvation. Selah
Yahweh, I pray for my parents. That they will also have that peace that comes from you. That though things around may be chaotic, their faith will be fixed on you. I ask that in their senior years that there will be peace in the household. Both upstairs and downstairs. I won’t ask how, because you work in mysterious ways, but that there is peace. Not the peace of death please. Not yet. But that this household will be at peace. Help us not to hold any angry thoughts against them: the other members of the household. Not meaning my parents. Help us to love as you love. In your Holy Name. Amen.
Today it’s a number and not a word. Three. One. Well numbers.
Three : Shelosh : Completeness. The Triune God. Harmony. New life.
Revelation 21:13
Genesis 40:12
Genesis 15:9
Fulfilment of prayers.
Earlier today I kept seeing the number three. In scripture, even when I was typing and posting. But then as I was reading the Bible I saw 133, 133 on top of the other threes and ones, I was like, nope. I need to take note.
Yahweh, thank you for the completion of your promises. For a new life in you. For you being three in one, who moves in harmony to cleanse us, to save us and to restore us. Thank you for all that you are and who you are. Hallelujah!!
One: Primary. Unity. New Beginnings. Fresh Start.