October 1, 2022
Yahweh, this is you! This is 100% you! As I was talking to my parents about the journals, I said I now have to figure out what I can use to bind that would be inexpensive and durable. And as I said it, I remember some twine I had purchased some years ago to fly kite. The twine is strong. I ran to my room to check. I still had it. I have enough for 100 or more books. As I came back, Mom was like, she believes she has a heavy duty knitting thread that could work also. She went and got it and it was a beautiful cream colour and it was strong. The colours I had were black and green. I was happy dancing. The last “concern” was what to use to punch the holes for the books and the needle to actually do the binding. But I was like, something will work out. Mom said she may have some blunt large needles but not sure where.
When I went back to my room, I went into the same bag that had the twine and saw a pack of home repair needles with large eyes and blunted tips that were exactly! Exactly!! What is needed to do the bind. You can’t tell me this isn’t you. Well, nobody can tell me this isn’t you in control. Allllll the base materials needed for this are right here. Right here. Thank you Yahweh. Thank you! Thank you!!
I am so thankful. I truly am. For the way you moved today. The ideas etc and the tools and resources that were already here. If I’m honest, and I will be: I am also on the verge of tears. And I’ll probably go to bed and cry. Because how could the phone have fallen from my hand? And the screen is so badly damaged that I don’t even know what to do again. It seems to be the motto these days to be at a loss. No king wins the war with a great army. I have you. You are my army. Yahweh, you are greater than anything, anyone, any circumstance in this world and I feel as though no matter what I do, things are getting worse overall. Smaller issues are working out, and then big things come and join the line. You’ve promised that you will never leave me nor forsake me. Help me Yahweh to keep my eyes fixed on you. I pray for a replacement phone.
TODAY’S THANKFUL TALLY
- Business idea and business partner.
- My phone falling. Something good will come from this.
- Meeting at the riverside.
- Day twenty
- Trusting Yahweh for everything.
- There is glory to Yahweh even in this moment. And even if things get worse or lower, Yahweh is glorified in those moments. Was reading from last week and was reminded of that.
- I don’t know what are the words for this month. Nothing is coming to me. Except at this moment as I thought this, I literally or rather the thought came to me, maybe it will be surprise. And it made me smile and I’m thinking that that’s the word of the month. Surprises. They’ve already been coming. But I also remembered that you love to surprise your children. Yahweh, I’m open. To every surprise you have in store. Whether it’s a phone falling to a thousand orders placed in two weeks. I’m rejoicing at every sacrifice. Huh. Surprise. Because you are in control. Thank you for being God. I love you.
